Speaking with Mary and Jesus blog
Mary Magdalene and Jesus
Mary Magdalene and Jesus are soul-mates.
If this is true it then changes everything, our whole perspective on Jesus and what he came to tell us.
Imagine if Mary had stood alongside Jesus, or, Jesus stood alongside Mary, and they both revealed the truth of God to us.
Jesus would reveal God as our Heavenly Father (as we know); Mary, God as our Heavenly Mother. As they are the Living Truth. The Mistress and Master, Daughter and Son of our local universe, The Paradise Creator Pair, so it is to them we must look for our spiritual guidance. And if we only look to Jesus, then we're missing the other half of that guidance, so there is NO WAY we can properly grow in truth. And this is reflected by how we are, how we've made the world. Do you think that for one moment had the Feminine Aspect of Truth being presented to us equally with the Masculine Aspect, we'd be so unfeeling and cruel to nature, let alone to ourselves!
Our denial of truth, our rebellion against truth, is really our rebellion against FEELINGS - our more feminine side. Right from very early one we are taught not to express ALL our feelings. 'Stop that crying, come on now, enough of that carry on, there's no need to worry, you're all right'. All day long we deny masses of our bad feelings, all because that's what we've learnt to do from our first moment at conception. We are taught to suppress and keep many of our bad feelings away. We do all 'pleasures' to ward off our bad feelings. And yet all those bad feelings from our early life have not gone anywhere, they are still locked away inside us making us ill and making us have to do even more self-denying things. We are doing it all to ourselves. The spirit Evil Ones who began the Rebellion and brought about the Default no longer have any direct and personal influence over us. We are now the evil ones - to each other, and to ourselves. We 'constantly surround' ourselves.
The rebellion we live in and perpetuate by default is the ongoing denial of our feelings, of what could be called the denial of the feminine aspect of ourselves. Men have it hard; women harder. We men are not meant to be emotional - women are allowed to be more emotional, but only under the oppression of feeling-repressed men.
Imagine if we were to look to God as being both our Heavenly Father and Mother - wouldn't that change our whole perspective on things?
And yet look at Mary's life, she hardly got a word in. And yet as more ancient texts come to light, the more we can see that she was indeed someone more special than the apostles, she understood Jesus more, she was closer to him and he to her - and why?
Jesus and Mary incarnated and remained perfect. They didn't take on the Rebellion and Default as we've all done. The Divine nature of their soul, they being 'too close to God', ensures they remain true and never become evil - a whole universe depends on them staying true to themselves.
And because we are untrue, when they came we didn't fully appreciate them. We denied them each in different ways. The result being we were left with only a fraction of their greatness. We got rid of and refused the Living Truth, because how could we not. We are evil, we live rejecting truth, so the last thing we want is for Truth made manifest in the persons of Mary and Jesus to suddenly be amongst our midsts. The Christians live for the day of Jesus' return, however they are not living true and perfectly, even though they believe they are. They are evil just like the rest of us, just as humanity was two thousand years ago. So were Jesus to actually come, they'd reject him as the Jews did, saying he wasn't their Jesus, because 'their' Jesus is nothing but a fantasy. Their Jesus would have to as they are - evil.
If this is true it then changes everything, our whole perspective on Jesus and what he came to tell us.
Imagine if Mary had stood alongside Jesus, or, Jesus stood alongside Mary, and they both revealed the truth of God to us.
Jesus would reveal God as our Heavenly Father (as we know); Mary, God as our Heavenly Mother. As they are the Living Truth. The Mistress and Master, Daughter and Son of our local universe, The Paradise Creator Pair, so it is to them we must look for our spiritual guidance. And if we only look to Jesus, then we're missing the other half of that guidance, so there is NO WAY we can properly grow in truth. And this is reflected by how we are, how we've made the world. Do you think that for one moment had the Feminine Aspect of Truth being presented to us equally with the Masculine Aspect, we'd be so unfeeling and cruel to nature, let alone to ourselves!
Our denial of truth, our rebellion against truth, is really our rebellion against FEELINGS - our more feminine side. Right from very early one we are taught not to express ALL our feelings. 'Stop that crying, come on now, enough of that carry on, there's no need to worry, you're all right'. All day long we deny masses of our bad feelings, all because that's what we've learnt to do from our first moment at conception. We are taught to suppress and keep many of our bad feelings away. We do all 'pleasures' to ward off our bad feelings. And yet all those bad feelings from our early life have not gone anywhere, they are still locked away inside us making us ill and making us have to do even more self-denying things. We are doing it all to ourselves. The spirit Evil Ones who began the Rebellion and brought about the Default no longer have any direct and personal influence over us. We are now the evil ones - to each other, and to ourselves. We 'constantly surround' ourselves.
The rebellion we live in and perpetuate by default is the ongoing denial of our feelings, of what could be called the denial of the feminine aspect of ourselves. Men have it hard; women harder. We men are not meant to be emotional - women are allowed to be more emotional, but only under the oppression of feeling-repressed men.
Imagine if we were to look to God as being both our Heavenly Father and Mother - wouldn't that change our whole perspective on things?
And yet look at Mary's life, she hardly got a word in. And yet as more ancient texts come to light, the more we can see that she was indeed someone more special than the apostles, she understood Jesus more, she was closer to him and he to her - and why?
Jesus and Mary incarnated and remained perfect. They didn't take on the Rebellion and Default as we've all done. The Divine nature of their soul, they being 'too close to God', ensures they remain true and never become evil - a whole universe depends on them staying true to themselves.
And because we are untrue, when they came we didn't fully appreciate them. We denied them each in different ways. The result being we were left with only a fraction of their greatness. We got rid of and refused the Living Truth, because how could we not. We are evil, we live rejecting truth, so the last thing we want is for Truth made manifest in the persons of Mary and Jesus to suddenly be amongst our midsts. The Christians live for the day of Jesus' return, however they are not living true and perfectly, even though they believe they are. They are evil just like the rest of us, just as humanity was two thousand years ago. So were Jesus to actually come, they'd reject him as the Jews did, saying he wasn't their Jesus, because 'their' Jesus is nothing but a fantasy. Their Jesus would have to as they are - evil.
The gulf between us and them
Mary and Jesus are perfect, we are imperfect, so there's a huge gulf between us. And this causes us a lot of problems.
As we strive to be as perfect as Jesus is, we are forced to conclude some time, if we are humble enough, that there is no way we can ever be as He is. Or as Mary is. There is too much of a gap separating us. We're simply too fucked.
And why we can't be like them, is because we're evil. So we have to heal our evilness before we can be perfect in our natural love, and before the Divine Love can transform that natural love into being divine. Before we can be of a Celestial level of truth, like the Celestial spirits, who are no longer evil having healed themselves through their ascent of the Divine Love mansion worlds.
So we can try and do as Jesus says, we can try and be as Jesus is, but at best we can only contrive it using our minds. Love your neighbour as yourself. Okay, that sounds like a good thing to do, and I want to be loving. So I will try to think loving thoughts, do good and helpful deeds, put other people first, be loving, and so on, but it's all bullshit. It might make you feel better, but it's not real, it's not true, it's all a fabrication of behaviour based on how you want to be and think you should be. Because the underlying truth which we all have to come to realise and then accept about ourselves one day is, we're not as loving as we want to be, and why that is, is because we're evil - anti love and anti perfection; anti truth.
So once again we're back to having to do our Soul-Healing, and yet the difficulty we face in trying to do that is there's been nothing as yet revealed about how to do it. There's nothing in the Padgett Messages, nothing in the UB, nothing anywhere else, and nothing out there from Jesus and Mary. Sure, many people believe they are working on themselves and even making or have made good progress in healing their problems; sure, many New Agers and alternative people believe they can emotionally cleanse themselves and 'raise their vibration'; and sure, many people undergo deep therapy and psychological work, and many heal much of their traumas - even touching upon their early childhood pain; and sure, we can even look to some of the gurus who seem to have transcended all the afflictions and difficulties most other people suffer from, but still, still, after all of this - no one has healed themselves of their full evil state.
And why I can make such a bold and definite statement as this is because we're still living in Mary and Jesus' age, the 'Age of the Cross' as the Urantia Book calls it. And by being in that age, we're still subjected to an age of self and feeling denial. It's all an age of denying the truth because we denied Mary and Jesus. And this then brings about another dilemma for us. We need a new spiritual age, one in which new revelation is brought to light that we can live - revelation to do with how we can heal our evilness. How we can begin to once and for all come to terms with the truth of our unlovingness and truth-rejection lives.
And is not all the fuss and excitement currently being made about December 2012 and the End Times about something major happening? So perhaps it is the turning of the age - of the spiritual age. Perhaps new spiritual insight is dawning upon us!
As we strive to be as perfect as Jesus is, we are forced to conclude some time, if we are humble enough, that there is no way we can ever be as He is. Or as Mary is. There is too much of a gap separating us. We're simply too fucked.
And why we can't be like them, is because we're evil. So we have to heal our evilness before we can be perfect in our natural love, and before the Divine Love can transform that natural love into being divine. Before we can be of a Celestial level of truth, like the Celestial spirits, who are no longer evil having healed themselves through their ascent of the Divine Love mansion worlds.
So we can try and do as Jesus says, we can try and be as Jesus is, but at best we can only contrive it using our minds. Love your neighbour as yourself. Okay, that sounds like a good thing to do, and I want to be loving. So I will try to think loving thoughts, do good and helpful deeds, put other people first, be loving, and so on, but it's all bullshit. It might make you feel better, but it's not real, it's not true, it's all a fabrication of behaviour based on how you want to be and think you should be. Because the underlying truth which we all have to come to realise and then accept about ourselves one day is, we're not as loving as we want to be, and why that is, is because we're evil - anti love and anti perfection; anti truth.
So once again we're back to having to do our Soul-Healing, and yet the difficulty we face in trying to do that is there's been nothing as yet revealed about how to do it. There's nothing in the Padgett Messages, nothing in the UB, nothing anywhere else, and nothing out there from Jesus and Mary. Sure, many people believe they are working on themselves and even making or have made good progress in healing their problems; sure, many New Agers and alternative people believe they can emotionally cleanse themselves and 'raise their vibration'; and sure, many people undergo deep therapy and psychological work, and many heal much of their traumas - even touching upon their early childhood pain; and sure, we can even look to some of the gurus who seem to have transcended all the afflictions and difficulties most other people suffer from, but still, still, after all of this - no one has healed themselves of their full evil state.
And why I can make such a bold and definite statement as this is because we're still living in Mary and Jesus' age, the 'Age of the Cross' as the Urantia Book calls it. And by being in that age, we're still subjected to an age of self and feeling denial. It's all an age of denying the truth because we denied Mary and Jesus. And this then brings about another dilemma for us. We need a new spiritual age, one in which new revelation is brought to light that we can live - revelation to do with how we can heal our evilness. How we can begin to once and for all come to terms with the truth of our unlovingness and truth-rejection lives.
And is not all the fuss and excitement currently being made about December 2012 and the End Times about something major happening? So perhaps it is the turning of the age - of the spiritual age. Perhaps new spiritual insight is dawning upon us!
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